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Monday, May 31, 2004

Today's paper was a tragic for me! I can't manage to complete my Paper 1 section B last paragraph! Regretted writing so slowly, spending too much time thinking about the reasons (although I didn't really emphasized on the reasons too). I was afraid of not having to complete the paper instead of whether I had any idea how to do them. Well, forget it. It's over. I guess I will take another paper at the end of the year.

We went to Plaza Singapura today. Very nice outing indeed. I love that feeling. It's the first time I feel this way. I used to have that phobia but I guess not any more. With you around, I feel carefree, and I don't seem to take other people's comments into heart. I feel much better compared to what I am last time. Thanks for changing me. *mUacKz*

Janet
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Sunday, May 30, 2004

Oh god, what can I say? I'm so restless. I can't seem to concentrate and study! I miss him a lot! Tomorrow is such a big day and seriously I don't know what have I learned. Since whatever stuff also can't get into my head, I just hope what I already have in my head can help me in tomorrow's big exam. It's scary. I don't know why. I'm afraid that I'm not feeling afraid. Well, I guessed it's too late. I just have to prepare myself just in case I have to take Chinese O Levels again in the end year. Wish me luck tomorrow!

Besides being the scariest day of all, it's gonna be the sweetest too! It's going to be our first outing since we are together. Haha. Hope everything goes on well. I'm so looking forward to tomorrow. *hEhEx* Because something sweet will happen tomorrow. *sHhH* >.< I miss him so much. I'm bursting! I don't wanna study.

Janet
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Saturday, May 29, 2004

Whoa! It's coming! Monday is my doomsday! It's scary. I'm restless. Really restless. I have started revising a bit. And I do mean only A BIT. He's sick! Must rest ok? Poor him. He have to serve his punishment. He can't use the computer for 3 weeks! Sad! He said he will accompany me, so I guess I don't have to be that sad. *hEhEx* Yesterday was a "bloated" day for me. I had Japanese cuisine for dinner. Mine was Gyu something Zen. Beef rice bla bla set. I had one big bowl of Chawanmushi! It's fabulous! Had some leg exercise in the arcade because I was playing DDR. So tiring! But I do need some exercise. I'm getting fatter! Haha... I have to cut down on my food and the types of food. Gosh. Well, I gotta stop here. Take good care dear.

Janet
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Thursday, May 27, 2004

I'm so so sorry I took it without asking you. Forgive me? Gosh, I feel bad. If you want me to change then I will. =) Today is just like all normal days. He came over my house. Played with my brother. Just 4 more days to my GCE O Level Chinese Paper. I have not really started revising. I'm feeling the stress already. Don't worry. I will start my revision. Today!

Janet
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Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Tired... So many hours of Chinese! I'm sleeping while having mock exam and almost falling asleep in his lesson. Overall today is one sweet day. Right? Haha... That piggy wanted to write "sotong" in one of my online friend's chatbox. We played around. But overall very sweet day right dear? *hEhEx* Well, I'm going to get some sleep now. I'm tired.

Janet
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Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Puss is so cute! Haha... We went to watch Shrek 2. It's so funny and sweet. I love PUSS! Look at that innocent eyes?! Awww... And that doggy too! So small and cute! Right dear? Haha... He laughed like hell. I thought I should be the one laughing like hell, but it turned out to be him. I guess I'm distracted. Even he asked me to study. So guess I need to put in a lot of effort. I guess I'm slacking. I got a feeling I'm taking up his time? Because he needs to study right? I seemed to take up a lot of his time. Feel so bad...

Janet
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Monday, May 24, 2004

It's been 4 days already huh? *hEhEx* I'm attached! He's so cute! Haha... >.< I'm lost for words, what can I say? That Karine always makes fun of me and him. Duh~ -.- Well, I promised you people that I would give a report on my results huh? Haha.. It's atrocious I must say. This is the first time I failed so many subjects. I failed all except for my Chinese and POA. I just discovered I pass my POA when that paper was passed down for us to check and sign against it. I was happy of course. Hmmm, let's say something about him? Eh... What can I say? Tomorrow I'll be watching "Shrek 2" with him. So happy! I miss him so much. One whole week facing that Chinese teacher who speaks in a mono tone. So boring! Though his jokes may be cold and some just that little funny. One whole week of Chinese!!! Can't believe it! Miss him lotx! =)

Janet
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Sunday, May 23, 2004

Hey guys! It's been so long since I last entered this. Well, my internet was down for that past few days so I couldn't connect to the internet. I can't say much today because my bro's gotta use the com right now. He has been bugging me since my internet had been fixed. Guess that's all I've gotta say first. =) Take good care people!

Janet
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Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Guess what?! I failed everything I get except my chinese! English and chemistry I have not get them back. I'm in deep shit. I'm prepared to go back for the third week but what I'm afraid of is the scoldings and what the teachers are going to tell my mother. I'm so dead! First time I failed so badly. I did study and I mean it! Damn it one is social studies and history which everyone is so pissed about the marking and scores. Only 2 people passed combined humanities in my class out of 38! Another is the damn maths which is also another paper which took half of my life. I flunk it so badly just like my physics and humanities! Haiz... Even though I passed my chinese, I only get a B4 which is not what I desired! I'm gonna keep my train going. I'm not going to stop. I will strive harder. I don't want to disappoint my parents and let them waste money on me. Hope my friends can give me lots of support and help which I really need it badly.

Janet
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Monday, May 17, 2004

One because of my "good" results. I only passed my chinese of all I've get so far. Second is about some guy which I'm pissed about. Third, is a good thing. Pig is so funny! Haha... His facial expression. So sweet... =X Haha... I guess I'll to getting back my maths and physics and chemistry and all the other papers. I'm scared!

Janet
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Sunday, May 16, 2004

It's so boring. I have nothing to do at home. Stuck at home the whole day today, because I'm having a very bad running nose. Sobx sobx. Watched "Signs" today, it's so silly? UFO? DUH~ Guess we might be getting back our chinese paper tomorrow? Gosh I'm so screwed! Hope my mom wouldn't faint after looking at my results. I BET it's gonna be atrocious! Now we have to rush on our D&T port folio. We had stopped for about more than a month I guess. It's silly and dumb to be doing this folio thingy. I'm stuck in almost every aspect I'm touching on. See how screwed I am? It's after the exams andI have no idea what we will be doing in every lesson tomorrow. I didn't bring much books. Let's see, one exercise book, my personal file, and the D&T file that's all. Ya, and my pants, for P.E tomorrow. I've gain weight and I cut my hair. Looks disgusting I think because the ends is like the lion's hair. So frizzy. I've gotta go for a diet, real diet, or maybe I need some depression to stop me from eating so much. Haha... Hope it wouldn't be so boring tomorrow.

Janet
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Friday, May 14, 2004

Whoa! Great! Exams are now finally over! Cool~ Time to relax and have fun, but not for long. I guess my results will be atrocious. So, today we went to bugis. After that we went to esplanade and took lots of photos! =) I'll scan them can get them in my computer man! It's gonna be so cool! But had a small tiff with Joanne over some small matter. I just don't like her to give me attitude. Haiz... Well, sisters are just gonna be ok soon. We don't quarrel for long. No worries then. I'll give my pathetic report when I get my pathetic results then. Haha...

Janet
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Wednesday, May 12, 2004

How long have I not been updating this? Hmmm... Well... Let's sum up for the exams I have done so far, just about how I'm going to fare in this mid year. English, still not so bad. Maths, I have flunged it, just a matter of how bad I'm gonna flung it. Chinese, not much confidence due to my SCREWED up paper 1. History and Social Studies, wasn't able to complete one or two questions which may result in drastic results. Combine Chemistry, have better confidence compared to last year, but still there is some questions that I left it blank. Physics, not a good feeling, borderline cases again I guess. POA, much more understanding compared to last year which was totally a mess, should be better. I'm left with one more last paper and that is D&T, which I'm quite prepared that this is another paper I may flung. Haha... I'm so screwed. No worries. I will and I mean it, I will study harder! =) I made a confession about 4 days ago. Somebody should know what I'm talking about. Haha... Don't laugh ar... Pig! Guess everything's still going on smoothly... About the previous "him", he ain't much of a problem to me already but he still do make me think that I like him and he do think that he still like me. It won't matter to me no more because, I got much more better things to do then to think of him and miss him and get me hurt again next time. Let me count, guess he hurt me 3 times already. Well, what can I say? Am I really that nice to hurt? Haiz...

Janet
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Saturday, May 08, 2004

Made this mistake for two times, and I never learn from it at all. I still make this stupid mistake. In the end I'm the one feeling so broken-hearted. What for? Why am I doing this? Haiz... Quite happy today. I finally understand how to tackle circle thorem questions. Sad thing is that I made that stupid mistake. Ya. Nevermind, it's over. I will never get back with you again.

Janet
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I'm so gonna flung another paper?! My Mathematics Paper 1! I lost around 20 over marks! Total marks of the whole paper is 80. So I'm left with around 60 plus marks? Minusing away those mistakes I would have made, I predict I would fail it! Monday would be my Mathematics Paper 2 and Chemistry Paper 3. I'm gonna train and buck up on my Mathematics tomorrow!

Janet
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Thursday, May 06, 2004

I'm so gonna flung my Social Studies Paper. I did not complete the paper! I don't have the time! Dead? Goner! English was still ok. Only the section B which I don't have much confidence in. Hmmm... Tomorrow is another dooms day for me. It's Mathematics Paper 1 and Chinese Paper 2. I burnt the mid night oil last night. I was in a fatigue and so I went to dreamland at 10.30. Woke up at 4.15 today and started studying my Social Studies. So tired still and I dozed off at times. Can't imagine how I'm going to die again tonight. Wish me luck!

Janet
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Wednesday, May 05, 2004

He's scary! I don't know why. I don't want him to accompany me home! Ok great. Tomorrow I'm having my Social Studies Paper, and English Paper 1. I have not revised yet?! Haha... Great..

Janet
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Tuesday, May 04, 2004

Awww... 50 First Date is so sweet!!! Just so romantic, so... heart warming and melting! Great show! Love the kisses in the show. So passionate! God, I miss those kisses I had. Oops! *hEhEx* My leg is aching so much! After that 2.4km NAPFA run, it's pure hell to me! (I've been saying this for the whole day today!) I find it so painful when I walk up the stairs or come down the stairs! When I want to get up after sitting on my seat, it's really "satisfying". Gosh! How I wish the exams ain't here. I don't feel like studying at all. If not I won't be here by the computer I guess. Haha!

Janet
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Monday, May 03, 2004

oOo... This Thursday would be the start of my Doomsday! Exams continuously! Gosh! I'm going nuts! The smile I gave him reminded him of the memories. So is that good or bad, I really wonder. I have the feeling he still likes me, but just that he don't want to care. As I said, I think he have the feelings. Nevermind! I'm not gonna think so much. I have great friends around! Hmmm, the fireworks at Esplanade that saturday was fantastic! The sound effects were great, the fireworks were amazing! I took pictures of it in my handphone. Although it may not be clear, I could still feel at atmosphere of excitement whenever I look at the photos. They are just fabulous! Looking forward to watch "50 First Dates" with Nicklaus and Neville. Guess it will be cool! Ok, my dinner's ready! Ciaos!

Janet
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