Yeah! Finally Prelims are over! But now, the drastic moment arrives. Tomorrow I'm screwed! I'll be getting back some of my papers. After finishing all my papers today, I felt that I have not done good enough, though I tried hard to study. I'm just afraid of the pathetic results tomorrow.

Feeling kinda moody these few days again, we had a little tiff a few days ago but we are alright now. It always happens, all because of me. Damn, why am I always like that. Always feeling that I'm dragging him down. *Sobx* Nah, shouldn't think so much, better worry for tomorrow. How should I deal with that big blow?! I screwed up my English for sure, Maths another one and Chinese, the one I'm always afraid that I don't score well and I expected higher. Damn, history I did study but Mdm Yong always emphasized on the "link to the question", but now I still don't get it. Just hope I can for once score well for history.

It's Nicholas birthday today. I went to Causeway point with dear yesterday to buy him the studs which he saw and he liked it a lot but he was broke so he could not buy it last friday. Now I'm broke. Have to save money to buy some clothes and watch Resident Evil Apocalypse with him. Lots of things to do and yet so many things in mind. Haiz....

Janet
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