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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Our class chalet didn't turn out really bad as I expected but I did predict that all of us will be in different groups. Well, true enough. Had lots of fun and sweet moments too! Fun? Let's say we did not sleep through the night? Everyone is awake busy talking and joking around. Poor Geraldine wanted to sleep but can't, because everyone was just too noisy! I had manage to get some sleep with him from 7am to like 11.30am and I'm bugging him after that I wanna go his house already.

Around 10 plus pm that night, we left the chalet and walked to Downtown East. Played the arcade and the guys played pool. I went over and I was being pin pointed by Qi Chang and Kuang Wei that I brought luck to him. He won three games in a row! Count that lucky or something like that. After playing, we walked to "Red House", the rumoured haunted house in Pasir Ris. I felt really tensed when I stood outside the house. He still wanted to climb in! I was like scared stiff. There was another group of people behind us taking a peek at the house too. Horrible. I felt there was something around me. Felt really cramp and tensed. I kept really quiet until to the chalet then I felt better. We didn't get to go in or something like that, but upon seeing the outside of the house is scary enough for me.

Something really sweet that happen after that was that we slept on the beach! He drew on the beach and we walked by the beach! How sweet is that! Some more it was 2 plus in the morning! All pitch dark and we were feeling while walking. First time hanging out that late with a guy and some more is my boyfriend! Went back from the beach and I started playing poker cards while he went out to buy food with Qi Chang. He came back and I played awhile more then we lied down on the mattress trying to get some sleep. We were just dead beat! But those people up there joking and shouting really pissed us off, but then nothing, we still managed to close our eyes and relax for awhile.

Tomorrow is another rough day for me. Lots of places to go. 12 I'm meeting May to go find job. After that at 4 -6 I'm meeting Wei Ling and Adrian together with May to play badminton. Get back home after that to get my dinner then off again, I'm going to expo to meet Joanne and we are going to their class chalet at Changi. Rough day huh? I'll be back on thursday. Right now, I've took some photos there. Take a looky! =)

Janet
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Sunday, November 28, 2004

Went to East Coast with my family today, it's been a long time since we had a family gathering. So we went there, had some breakfast. Then, we went there to cycle and fish. Pathetically, I only caught 2 fishes?! It's hard you know! Not easy! But not bad for a girl to fish right? Haha.. I took 2 photos when I came back from East Coast. Go take a looky when you guys have the time. It's my first photo ever since I got that new hair colour.

Yeah. Came back home afound 1.25 and went out again at 3 plus. I met him and we went to watch "The Incredibles". Jack Jack is so cute!!! And just looking at him calling out at Jack Jack and hearing him laugh in the cinema is just so funny and cute!

I'll be going to my class chalet tomorrow and coming back on the tuesday, but leaving again on wednesday for his class chalet and coming back on thursday. So, doubt I'll be blogging much this whole week I guess. Gonna take lots of photos when I come back. Just wait and see!

I'm going to search for jobs perhaps on this friday. I've already made appointement with my primary school friend that we go search and work together. I hate working alone. So bored.

Alright, I'm on the phone now. Can't blog much! =)

Janet
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Friday, November 26, 2004

I literally went out consecutively dis whole week! Everyday was related to him! Haha... Seriously, I learnt a lot from my previous relationships, it made every relationship stronger and I felt like I know what I should do next.

Alright, so I've caught "Saw" and "Shutter" with him already. "Saw" on monday and "Shutter" today! "Shutter" is indeed terrifying! I give a 4 stars to it! =) Some were gross but not really to the extent that you will really puke but overall, great show!

I still have not watch "The Incredibles" yet. My brother's going to catch it tomorrow! Man! I wanna watch! Haha... Horrible me catching 3 shows in a week. That's crazy.

Anyway, I'm having a chalet on monday. Anticipating for it. Looking for jobs too. I need money urgently! Went to do treatment for my hair, now it felt better, because after colouring my hair went all dried up and frizzy. My wonderful mother paid for all the expenses that's why I say I need money urgently. So that I can pay her back. I love my mother! Muackz! Keke...

Janet
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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Muahaha! My torture had finally ended! Had a really great date yesterday and today! Reached home at 1am yesterday. Thought my family were sleeping when I peeped and saw the room pitch dark under the door. Went out window shopping and caught "Saw". Really exciting show. We sat all the way at the back of the theatre so I could get the view of everything. Was sitting in a nice posture and when the show ended, I was in a total mess. Haha! It was just so exciting and gross. I couldn't help but sometimes hid my face at the seat.

Went out with him to buy his stuff today. Don't understand why now guys buy stuff so expensive and spend their money so lavishly. Well, it's ok if they look nice on it though. It's weird when I walked down Orchard Road, I noticed lots of pretty girls and we were like counting how many we saw, but I just don't seem to see any cute guys. Haha! So not fair right? Or is it my expectations too high? Haha... Oh ya! And we saw 'Tao Yan', the captain of Seagulls team from 'The Champion' yesterday. She's just damn pretty, I was just talking to him about her some few days ago and what a coincidence we met her!

Wanted to catch 'The Incredibles' today but couldn't make it on time so we forgo that show. There's still time for us to watch. Guess what?! I'm so so happy now! Because I coloured my hair just now! It's brown! I'm going to rebond my hair too! Can't wait to see the brand new me. I'll take a photo of myself once I have my complete makeover. Muahaha!

I'm drinking blackcurrent Hooch now, feeling hot around my neck right now. Guess my face must be red. Haha! I'm not a good liquor holder. I get drunk easily, have not really get drunk though but I couldn't hold such small amount of alcohol level, forget about drinking others. Hmmm, I wanna get a job but I have the 2 weeks SP course. In that case I have to apply for leave for 2 weeks! Which kind boss would do that right? So haiz... I'm so confused. Do I get a job now or what? I can't seem to find any good jobs too. Any "lobang" dun mind tagging me and inform me? *Keke* Thanks!

I'm going to watch my class combined with 4e2 against 4e4 in a soccer match. With my new hair colour, I don't know how they will react! I guess they are gonna tell me, "Hey, you look old in that hair colour!" Oh man, because that's what my dad told me. But it's ok, I love it the way it is, because, it's the new me! *keke*

I can't install "The Sims" into my computer! So sad! Then I'm like staring at the computer doing nothing other then blogging and checking mail and checking my friendster. That's like so bored! I need to play game! Oh man. Now I'm feeling drowsy, or shoudl I say drunk. Guess that's all I've gotta blog for today! Take care people! =)

Janet
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Saturday, November 20, 2004

Oh my goodness! I got a new interest "again"! Haha.. Ok.. Let me tell you what happen.

Went to Nick's house today. Suppose to study for our upcoming Science MCQ because he have the TYS and I don't have. So I wanna go his house and do the questions. When I entered his house, his dogs were jumping all over me. Kinda scared but after a while I got used to it. He was fiddling with his PS2 game and I was watching him play. So cool! Some basketball game, not forgetting to mention that I wanna learn how to play basketball too! Haha! Looks like I have so much things to learn. So I played a game or two with him, and continuously I lost 2 games. So sad! After losing 2 games, I gave up! Haha! Went to fiddle with his piano instead. I suck in piano too, so I asked if I could use the computer to check my MSN and friendster. Used for a while and chatted with my kor. So cool to have a web cam! Played with his web cam too obviously. My kor keep calling me a dog because he saw Nick's dogs. So I was like, Grrr! Giving that angry face. After that Nick and I was looking for guitar chords. He played Avril's "Nobody's Home". So nice! That sparks me with the interest to learn guitar! Haha! So I kept asking him to teach me how to play those chords. It's hard! Seriously! Changing the positions of your fingers, not easy. Strumming was still ok for me I thought, because there was some ryhthm to it.

Well, guess I'll blog next time. Not in a good mood now. Take care people!

Janet
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Friday, November 19, 2004

Still thinking of wearing ankle socks to school today, lucky me. After the POA paper 1, Mrs Lim called out index numbers. She did not say what for, so everyone was kinda freaked out when their index numbers were called. In the end, it was just over some minor matters. Just wearing ankle socks! And they have to throw away their socks for that. Bad ain't it?! Just a few more days till secondary school officially ends for us and still want us to abide by the rules so tightly. Rules... Ain't they supposed to be broken, even though it's for us to follow. Setting rules for us stands a purpose too right? For us to break.. Muahaha!

Can't wait for 22!!! So gonna run outta house and return like late night 1 plus! Haha! I'm emphasizing it so much because I'm anticipating for it! So much! Perhaps watching "Saw". Since last week I had been scouting for "Saw" showtimes, but all seems to be late night shows. Since I'm gonna be out till late night on 22. I'll definitely go watch it! So happy!

Nick's going Japan on 22. Boarding the flight around 11+ pm. I doubt I can see him off because I guess I'll be in the theatre watching "Saw"! Haha... Asked him to buy something back from Japan for me! Told him not to get any beanies or any socks! I had like 6 pairs of that kinda loose socks and 2 beanies already! I didn't even have the chance to wear. Buying them is like a waste of money. It's weird to wear to Jap for me because I don't have that kinda Jap face. I'll be totally disgracing those Japsterson the streets. Haha..

While doing the MCQ just now, my stomach hurts so badly! I was biting my arms and lying on the table hoping the pain will subside. Lucky the pain did not really take too much of my time for that paper. I still have time to finish, check through, day dream, falling asleep while checking and grabbing my stomach when the pain was taking it's effect.

Ruth, my cousin came my house yesterday. We babysitted her for a few hours while her parents went to have their dinner. Not those wedding dinner but "world of two" dinner. Haha! It's a pain to bring children out for dinner, you can't really have peace. Especially if the child is able to scream, shout, cry, or even walk! It's tedious to babysit them. Lucky I wasn't around about half an hour before she arrived and when I came back I just sat down, have my dinner and tuned in to "Singapore Idol". I predict Olinda will be out of the competition tonight, but it's so not fair! Like what Ken said, Sylvester just have to stand there and smile and wait for those fans to vote for him, while Olinda and Taufik had to work doubly hard to win those viewer's votes! I totally disagree of having this type of voting system on TV! It's so unfair! Those loaded people can vote how much they want, but what we are searching for is true talent! And not favouritism! Oh man... I'm so going to miss Olinda. I missed Maia too! She's just simply sexy hot! I predict Taufik is going to win this competition. That will have to depend on his luck too, because Sylvester's fan wouldn't be letting Taufik off so easily.

It's like I have so much to do after exams but not enough time and money! Not trying to be greedy but there's indeed lots I wanna try out. I wanna learn hip hop dance, learn make up, learn piano, learn squash, perhaps attend sining or dancing or modelling courses? Haha... A bit impossible though. All these "wanna" really makes me wanna get a job quickly but well-paid and work my ass off, get the money and spend the hell lot and learn all these "wanna"! Haha... I'm blogging a lot today right? My fingers are not tired but I think I should head to my bed and take a nap. Was dozin off while watching tv just now, not to mention while doing my paper too! Keke! =) Bless me for my upcoming Science MCQ and D&T paper! I wanna score well for Science MCQ! The only paper which can bring me hope to scoring at least a 3 for my Science. Take care all!

Janet
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Whoa... After watching Bridget Jones Diary, PuM! I'm on my bed sleep so soundly like a pig! Haha... I'm so dead beat, too nervous to sleep 2 nights ago. I remember having a dream but now I forgot what is it about. Guess what time I woke up today? Near to 1! Haha... Really really tired.

Let me see my schedule, I still have POA paper 1 and 2, Science MCQ and D&T and....! Whoo! It's party time! I'm going out till about 12 plus after my last exam on 22! Yeah! First time out till so late! Ain't it cool! Wanna highlight my hair, most probably on 23. Can't wait! Can't go out at night on 24. Man... So sorry!

Last few exams schedule:
18 Nov - POA paper 2
19 Nov - POA paper 1
22 Nov - Science MCQ & D&T

Janet
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

I only manage to study for Germany yesterday. Lucky Jin Shun helped me spotted that chapter. Hmmm... Hope I can do better this time, though I felt a bit more confident than the other history exams I've taken, still hope for the best. I don't wanna fail.

Tomorrow I'll start revising for POA once again. I was so nervous yesterday I could not sleep. I was doing the Germany notes till 2.30 in the morning. I woke up at 6.45 and I couldn't get back to sleep. Well, since I'm going out in the morning so I woke up. Took out my history book and study. Can't believe it right?! Haha.. I was too nervous! The moment I close my eyes, I think of history, open my eyes again, I picture history! So stressful! My heart was beating so fast too, I don't know why. Just felt so cramped up in my heart, I don't feel good. Oh man, I don't wanna suffer from insomnia at this period of time. So stressful!

Just about 45 more minutes to Neville's birthday. Well, we are still friends but just a bit weird to talk to each other. Hmmm... Guess I'm staying up and send him a sms on the dot to wish him happy birthday!

Head's kinda spinning. Feeling a bit sleepy. Should I sleep? Haha... I'm considering... perhaps after 12? Keke.. Created a new friendster account just now. My first one is full so add me at my second account at faithful_liar88@hotmail.com. MSN also available for that account. arcticdolphin88@hotmail.com is still in use though, DO NOT DELETE! Haha.. Guess that's all I'm gonna blog! Till next time! =)

Janet
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Monday, November 15, 2004

Had done POA the whole of yesterday. Didn't start on my history. Gonna start now, but I have the feeling I can't finish. Though I still have tomorrow morning to finish, I doubt I still can. Haha.. Am I dead or what?

Is my fonts really small? I can't find the font size to make it bigger. I'll try next time. Gotta rush my history for now. =)

Janet
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Saturday, November 13, 2004

Yeah! Changed my blogskin. Though it may be something quite the same like my previous blog with all those blood and "gross" stuff. Sorry guys if you don't like it. Originally I found something cute and cheerful but it could not fit as many things as this. So I thought this is the best among all the 3 I found. The other one wasn't really attractive, because from the survey I got from other people, they did not choose that skin. So well, here's the new image.

I love the way the creator made "prefection" sounds logical. "Starve For Perfection", wise enough. Girls our age, some smoke to keep them slim and "attractive". Some simply would starve themselves to achieve their ideal bodyline. I'm one of those who do starve some days, but it wouldn't work out for long because I simply cannot resist the delicacies placed right before my eyes! Depression, that will definitely make me thinner because I would not have the appetite to eat. Had one experience before already, it's not really healthy or should I say it is definitely not.

Right, back to my studies. Hmmm... I've got about a week to prepare for History and POA. (I guess I mentioned it in the previous entry, didn't I?) Yup, so, I've started a bit on my history and I'm going to start on my POA tomorrow. My aunt is coming over my place to coach me POA. Haha... Can't wait to see how she teaches me. She's gonna prepares notes! I'm looking forward to it.

People who loves dancing just like me perhaps would want some "shaky and sexy" songs? Here are my recommendations.
1) All Nite - Janet Jackson
2) Baby Boy - Beyonce
3) Lose My Breath - Destiny's Child
4) Crazy In Love - Beyonce
5) Bootylicious - Destiny's Child
6) My Prerogative - Britney Spears
7) Move Your Body - Nina Sky
8) Naughty Girl - Beyonce
9) Baby It's You - JoJo
10) Rock Your Body - Justin Timberlake

Janet
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004

What the heck! It's 4 moles! Why did I wrote 2?! I'm so pissed over this, I was jumping and stomping after knowing the answer! It's 96 dm³, not 48dm³! Shit! I'm so so PISSED! Chemistry wasn't as bad I thought. I lost about 6 marks for those questions I left blank, plus those mistakes I would have made, make it 15. I hope this Chemistry paper can pull my physics up and my MCQ and Practical better do me good. I wanna score well in science! I can't let science fail. It would be such a letdown for so many people, my mother especially. She paid for my tuition fees. I ought to show her my best results. Next exam is on 16 Nov, History paper. Then 18 Nov POA paper 2. I've got one whole week to prepare for these 2 subjects.

I got more confidence in my Maths paper 2 than in my paper 1. I don't know why, perhaps it's because I manage to finish the paper rather than leaving one full page blank. Oh man. It hurts me just to say that. I better pass in Maths too, if not I'm "school-less". That wouldn't be nice at all. I wanna highlight my hair after Os. Don't know if I should rebond. There's so many things I wanna do after Os. I wanna club, shop, and have fun! Or even go genting with friends! Hehe.. Can students at 16 book a hotel in genting? Because if I'm going there, most probably there wouldn't be any adults. So those who know, kindly please tag me? I need to know. =) Thanks!

Janet
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Friday, November 05, 2004

Oh man... The maths paper was indeed easy but I got no time to finish! Damn I hate myself! I lost about 10 marks in the last question! Still got other questions I didn't do. Oh shit.. How?! I don't wanna retain! I'm so stressed up now! I feel like I've let everybody down. Especially my parents... Haiz... I can't give them the results instead I made them feel worse. AHHH!!!

Janet
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Monday, November 01, 2004

Crap... The paper is so HARD! I think this is even worse than the June Paper. Man. I'm so dead. Gotta study for Social Studies but I'm so sleepy. Slept at 2.30 yesterday, I was on the phone and studying at the same time. Kewl! So I guess I'll update little these few days. After O's I've got lots of time to update and PARTY! Haha... Maye I'm going to Genting, not with my parents but friends. How cool is that huh?! Oh man. Sharing a room with your friends playing till late night. Or should I say clubbing till late night?! Whoo Hoo! So fun! So anticipating!

Janet
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