Couldn't wake up at 7 until Nick called and asked if I still wanna go. He called Shun Hui and viola! We ain't going to Singapore Poly today. So here I am blogging about nothing? I'm too tired to get up so I woke up at 1, and that was the time when my brother just reach home from school. Am I just a pig? Just dead tired, because I was on e phone with him till 2 and got up and called him at 4 for his soccer match. Just a hard core ManU fan. Got back to sleep in split seconds and woke up at 1. Was on the phone with him just now and I really miss so badly the times we spent at the chalet. Spending some time with him alone in my chalet and fancy me getting tipsy in his chalet. Getting tipsy that time wasn't that bad though, at least I didn't puke.

My vain craving is back. I'm just a make up disaster. I don't know how to make up! Except for the lips, lipstick is just simple. Mascara, blusher, eye shadow is really a task for me. My nails? Hehe! I made a big achievement! My bad habit's gone and now I got nails long enough to scratch myself! Scratch myself at the thighs the other day when I was sleeping. I changed colour from transparent to black, to pink, and now purple. I bought them all at J8 Sasa where it's all available from $2. I bought black, pink, purple and white nail colour. Now that I'm so broke because I don't have a damn job, I could only look at clothes like how I used to always do. I always feel so damn tempted to buy them, but whenever money comes to mind, damn! I hate it!

Thinking about yesterday, I was at West Mall with Joanne. It's in Bukit Batok in case you guys don't know. Recalling back to last year some where in the mid year, someone from our school got murdered there. It's really eerie, I was damn shocked when I heard about it, though I don't really know him but I felt pitiful and sad for him. I walked past Sportslink slowly, that's where he had his last breath, and I couldn't bring myself to walk inside. It was just really eerie, or perhaps psychologically, I'm just thinking too much. I told Joanne what if he's haunting that place and all sorts. Urgh! Scary scary! We walked past quickly and just headed to the foodcourt. We ain't hungry at all, in fact, we were so full! As I've said, Singapore Poly just have so many nice food to eat, or maybe just because they are having a bizarre now that's why I say there are many nice stuff.

I'm afraid of my results! I'm afraid I can't enter Singapore Poly. Sobx! I'm afraid I'll stay in GYSS, which I damn so don't want! Grrr! I don't know what to do if I can't enter Singapore Poly. I'm thinking of so many institutes. Ngee Ann Poly, La-Salle, Temasek Poly... AHHH! Help!!!

- I miss you so badly! Can't wait to see you really soon! =) Love you!

Janet
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