I miss them so so so much! I saw those girls of mine and I hugged them really tight! After so much that happened, dancing is still a part of my life! I went back to school and escaped from a lot of teachers. Especially Mr Goh! After hearing from Theodore that he might chase us out. I hide like shit. Haha! Stupid Wilson keep disturbing me. I damn recovered yesterday and he reminded me of him again. URGH! Keep saying about me and him. Yep! So I waited for the first recess bell. There was like a war. Theodore, Ena and Wilson were so busy and I just sat there and watched. Haha! I feel so bad, I wanted to help but I can't because I knew nothing about those prices. The first recess was rather boring. Knew no one. I love the second recess! I see so many people! I went stalls and just boo on everyone! They were so shocked to see me. Especially EnLing, Nora, Eleonora, Grace, Dilah, Jannah, Zurah. I miss them like crazy! Still wanted to meet them after school, but Grace and EnLing couldn't make it. So I waited for Nora, EnLing, Dilah, Zurah, Jannah. Waited till 3.20 when Nora finally came out. Discussed after awhile and decided to go Zurah house and dance! Whoo! I miss dancing with them. They have the talent man. Dancing with them just makes me really carefree. Thinking of taking part DanceWorks but thinking about it, I don't know if I could afford the time. My mother is urging me to get a job! I gotta pay for my hp bills really soon. Even now I got problem feeding myself, don't even mention my hp which I use like nobody's business. Damn! I gotta think how I'm gonna survive like that.

Yesterday was a hectic day! I dealt a blow, left really depressed. After listening to La La by Ashlee Simpson, I felt over alright! I blast out the music and kept repeating. I was talking to Robby and Kevin online too, these 2 guys are really really nice. Too bad they live in Malaysia, Miri. They made me felt a lot better, they really cared. I was urging them to visit me in Singapore. Hmmm... Wondering when can I meet them. Robby is turning 18. I don't know when is his birthday! Or should I say I forgot? Damn! Sorry Robby! Lala~ =P Kevin! I know I know! February 29! Haha! A "hard-to-come-by" day.

Oh man, Lunar New year is coming. I have not buy my clothes yet! I'm thinking of Billabong! Get the skirt and tank top I want, so I can save up that money instead of buying it myself which could cost me a big bomb! Wanted to get a gown actually, but after thinking so much and asking for opinion so much, they told me to get a gown! But I thought, perhaps mini skirt and tank top could be more reasonable because I could wear it when I go out. The gown can only be worn in formal occasions and that I got no more wedding dinners to attend to because all that are suppose to be married, all are! Perhaps the next one I can only attend is my own want! Haha! Really! No joke! I'm the eldest. Both of paternal and maternal sides! All call me biao-jie or tang-jie. Hehe! I would never sound old, because no one's gonna call me AUNT! Muahaha! I'm loving it! Alright, gotta control myself. Dead bored now. Robby!!! Kevin!!! Where are you my koopies?! Haha! I learnt this "koopie" from them last night or should I say early morning at 1 plus. It meant "dogs". Keke! =) Alright. I better go burn songs for the girls. They are bugging me for it!

Janet
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