Boring day again. In midst of my job hunt. Another day moving like hell without him. No news of him but his nick tells almost everything. I don't wanna think, but whatever I see just let me sees him. I'm so in a mess! What should I do?! I want to give up, I don't dare to because my feelings are still there. I miss him so much I wanna talk to him but I can't and it really hurts. When I'm here writing about all this stuff, I'm missing him like crazy, but is he? I wanna know what he is thinking. I wanna know everything! Give me an answer, at least I know what to do. Don't give me a glimpse of hope again and dash it like nobody's business. It hurts like crazy and I hope you know that. =(

Anyway, in case you guys don't know it. Others in my blog writes my wishlist, my blog song and my photos.

Was talking to Ching online yesterday and we were going shopaholic! We were browsing through Roxy and Billabong sites and we fell in love with their products! Even mentioning of creating a "Un-Love Rehab Centre" website. For those who fell outta love and we as organisers would plan outings and at the same time know more friends or perhaps matchmake! =) It was a crazy idea because we could never fork out the time and all the knowledge on html codes and stuff. Singapore is small, what can we organise too? Haha! Sounds interesting but can never come true.

- I miss you but do you know? Would you do the same? I love you still but my hope looks really slim...

Janet
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