I didn't go to SP today. All of us were getting rather sick of it, still considering whether to go to the D&D on the 14, but I bet it ain't gonna be too fun too I guess. Early in the morning Shun Hui messaged me ans say she's not going to SP, so I replied asking why. She didn't reply me till I was at the MRT station and I called Nick. Nick picked up the call and say he was in his dad's office! So I'm like what the heck?! Ain't you coming? He says nope, I told Shun Hui to pass you the message. So, duh! I didn't receive it and damn we headed home. Jo came over and burn CD while me lying on my bed dozing off. I was dead tired. I slept at 10.30 and woke up at 2 plus, saw my brother hogging on the computer so I thought, nah, I'll let him use it so I could use the computer for the whole night today. So I on the television, tuned in to Channel 5 and watched Glam! It featured Carrie Chong, Jamie Yeo and Vernetta Lopez. Man! Carrie reminds me of him and I miss him dead much.

It was some flashback early in the morning when I left home. I missed how we started. The day we first hugged, the days we went out, the days when we had each other by our side, how he embraced me, the way we looked into each others' eyes, the way we teased at each other and those sweet little things we did for each other. Nobody is perfect as long as we accept for who we are and everybody would be happy.

Yesterday was really boring too. We attended the short talk in the morning and they brief us on the afternoon programmes. It was dead boring so we left SP and went down to Orchard. Did some window shopping and took photos! While going back, I stopped and thought, where is my ring? Asked Shun Hui and she said I took it. Damn! I lost it again. No fate with that ring, I've lost it once, found it back and I lost it again. Sounds like my relationship huh? Hmmm... Thinking aiya, I've lost it, I'm lazy to go look for it too. I was about to take the first step and walked into the MRT station, one lady approach me. Guess what she said?! "Hi, I'm from Create Talent Agency and I'll like to ask you if you have done modelling before? We are looking for freelance models. Would you kindly leave your name and number down so that we could contact you?" Whoo HOO! It's like a dream come true! My jaws dropped opened and stared at her, I left my number and name and left. I told kor about it and he said it could be of come scam. So DANG! My dreams are like flattened. Asked him why and he says those agencies would ask you to do some portfolio which cost a costly more than $100+ and leave the portfolio with them. A scam!

As for my relationship? It's always in a mess. I still love him like crazy and miss him like no other. It didn't turn out good. I wanna salvage but I don't know how. I wanna give up but I don't dare to. After he stepped in my life, it's like a fairy tale. It gave you what you always hoped for and *poof* it's gone in a while. He's the sweetest guy I've met so far, among so many other. Bet he didn't know. We clicked like straight away. It was a miracle! I never knew there is someone out there who I can read his mind. Perhaps on music and other things wise and not the relationship part. That's a torture. I really don't know what to do now, but I wished we were together longer. I miss him....

So Jo called just now. We ain't going for the week already. How bored can that be? I miss the times whenever he's bored he would message me! Dang! I'm thinking so much. I need a job. Fast!

Long time since I spotted quizzes! Today's a long entry because I'm just dead bored and I can't stop thinking about him. Just need something to keep me occupied.




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