A day when I'm single and thought of freeing myself from all the headache, I went out with Nick to Queensway, and guess what?! I see so many people wearing Vodafone jersey! That reminds me of him because he's just a hardcore ManU fan! I see like about 5 times in one particular damn shopping centre! I even heard the not popular song in the shopping centre which is somehow related to him too! What the heck?! By the way, the song is "Stay The Same" by Joey McIntyre. He's like my shadow, following me everywhere. I'm still thinking whether I've wronged him, even though I'm really angry, I should understand. I really wish he could explain to me. Even just telling me how bad I was or even if he liked that girl. I would rather him to tell me the truth then to give me excuses. I don't wanna avoid. I love and hate him. I don't like this feeling. I miss him but does he miss me at all? Do I still trust him? Can I still trust him? I know he can't fathom my flaws no more. I wanna give up but there's that devil in me asking me to reconsider. One big question mark, does he still love me? Would it be possible to be together again? I doubt so. I really doubt so. I really don't know what to do. I love him still! URGH!!!

Janet
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