I feel as if I'm having pms. See me? I'm like hating him and liking him at the same time. After what happen yesterday, I just felt I really hated him. He's just one complete jerk! So ignorant! Like I'm invisible. Hello?! I'm so alive ya know?! As if talking to me will kill him like that! Urgh! Now I'm regretting knowing him in the first place, falling into his trap so deeply and couldn't climb back up. Why can't this feelings be gone?! After working so much, going out so much. Fuck! You are still on my fucking mind! I'm going crazy! Somebody save me!!!

Janet
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