Monday, April 04, 2005

I got a shock of my life! Never expected myself to receive such a big blow. Tell you guys what happened. Dear suddenly called and say he couldn't meet me! Damn I was thinking, urgh, another boring birthday. What's the difference? It's been like this for years. He was saying he felt guilty and stuff like that so I said, nah it's ok, I still got lots of birthday waiting for him to celebrate with me, bla bla. I felt comfortable with that and he felt consoled too. So ya, was watching "The Outsiders" while sms-ing him. He borrowed me the discs and I never got the chance to watch them till that day when I'm totally bored and he told me to watch them.

I told my mother I ain't going out anymore since he said he burned his saturday in camp, so she asked sad huh? I was like duh?! Of course I'm sad. I didn't cry though, I wasn't feeling that kinda wrench in my heart too, just felt a bit disappointed but I'm still behaving like normal. Was watching and watching then suddenly about like 4 plus close to 5 then I noticed something's really wrong. I felt someone staring at me. I turned to the door and I saw him!!! Oh my god! He was carrying a bouquet of pink roses! I screamed to my mother, "Ma!!! I've been fooled!!!" She rushed out and thought what happened. I turned to her and she was looking around then she saw dear standing at the door. She was laughing and said she expected it to be a prank. She knew something like that would happen. I went to open the door and I took his bouquet of flowers. Didn't notice till he told me, like my present and he wasn't referring to the flowers. He was pointing at his neck. Really sweet and dumb, he actually tied a golden ribbon around his neck, "presenting" himself as the present. Haha! He once told me this before, when it was his birthday and I was troubling what to buy for him and he said I don't have to buy anything. I just have to tie myself with a ribbon that's all. Was really shock and was grinning all the way. I didn't expect him to really do this at all. Though I made a fool outta him that time but I never really thought I would receive the same thing.

He sat and we chatted for a while then I went to bathe and prepare to go out. Decided to go over his place to have lunch, since he was in a rush to go home and ate a bit and left the house. He wanna go back home and have lunch with his mother so we went back. He had lunch and I was using his computer. Called Hong Yao and discussed where to go. Waited and waited till about 9 plus when we left the house to his boss's house. Long story, but in the end we ended up in "Cherry Pub", some pub in Joo Chiat. Some really "ah-pek" kinda pub, ain't that "high", but it's alright with me as long as there's music, friends and most importantly, him. He drank quite a lot and he was dancing. He pulled me to dance but yeah, I stayed put on my chair, but I was shaking on my chair. =P Shy la! Yeah, stayed there till about 1 then we left the place. He sent me home.

It's past midnight, so we took a cab and we had to pay double the fare. Came home and he have to go, felt a bit hesitant and we were staring at each other. I did told him on the way like how about staying over at my place, but the problem is, his mother is waiting for him at home. So we didn't really think much after that. Yeah and back to the hesitant part, we stared and I could feel like we're talking with our eyes. I want him to stay and he wants me to ask him to stay but I didn't ask. Shy again, so we just said bye. After I closed the door, mother asked how he was going home. I replied he's taking a cab. Mother was smart, she thought of the double fare, I said, if he doesn't pay double the fare to go home then how? Stay our place? She asked if he can, I called dear immediately. Told him to ask his mother whether he's able to stay over at my place. First sentence I told him was, "you can turn back now, mother allow you to stay over at my place." He got a shock too! He didn't expect that my mother would allow him to stay at my place. He called home and his dad picked up the phone. Bla bla and his dad allowed. He came up and we gave him my brother's bigger size clothes for him to change. He changed and we set mattress for him. Lights off and tadah! We're in the same room, sleeping under the same ceiling, looking at the same ceiling, breathing the same air, feeling the air con's cold air, but, sleeping on different beds of course! I'm sleeping on my bed and he's sleeping on the mattress, on the floor, next to my bed. We chatted through the night then we slept. Was sleeping soundly when suddenly I feel something on my face. He was looking at me, touching my face. Haha! I was still kinda blur and lazing around like a new born kitten, he told me he woke up a few times, just to make sure he ain't dreaming. We both thought of staying over at each other's house but we know that ain't gonna happen. He always wanted to wake up, open his eyes and the first thing he can see is me. It's like a dream come true to him. He woke up a few times and he was staring at me sleeping. I slept till 10.30am, he was already quite awake by then. He told me he was up around 8 plus and was tossing around until I woke up. Lazed on the bed till 11.30am then we decided to get up. I got him a toothbrush and I asked my mother what to do with it after he's done with it. My mother said he can take it home or he can leave it here. It indirectly implied that there might still be a chance when he can stay over again! Haha! Now he got a personal toothbrush at my place. I get myself prepared and we left the house arpund 12.30pm. Went over to Hougang to look for his boss and before that we went to J8 to buy sushi. Bla bla bla and the day went on till 7.50pm when I left his place. He wore his No.4 and he sent me to the bus stop. He actually wanted to see me get on the bus before he take a cab, but I told him to get a cab first. He got on a cab and he felt so much better when he book in, compared to last week when he booked in and felt all moody. Came home and now I'm blogging. Miss him so much! It's really like a dream. All the surprises and he's staying over my place and my mother even thought about our future?! Sounds a bit early to say and ridiculous but I hope it would come true! =)

*Hubby! I love you lots. Thanks for the "big" present and your surprise! =) I LOVE the present! Keke! Muackz!

Janet
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