Wednesday, July 27, 2005

I've got 3 projects in hand. Got to do a Macbeth presentation, a chocolate presentation coming up next friday, and The Substation presentation. I'm not used to talking in front of the crowd, I don't know how I'll deal with it when it's my presentation. Guess I'll shiver just like everyone else. It's hard and I mean it. What's more you are talking to China people who hardly understands you. I'm in TCC (The Table Connoisseur) right now, using Wen Wei's laptop to blog. We're supposed to be doing the chocolate project but he left his documents at home so we can't really work right now. He done most of them at home so he just ask me to add certain stuff. I'm listening to "I Swear". It's a classic!

I was supposed to go to Zouk yesterday but in the end I changed my mind and I thought, nah, I'll stay at home since I'm rather tired and I guess I ought to stay and chat with my pretty darling. I've got make up lesson on Saturday 2pm to 3pm for Mandarin Diction. We didn't have his lesson yesterday because he shifted it to saturday. It's really boring so I decided to blog since I hardly have the time to blog anymore.

Life in school havebeen pretty busy and plain but quite fun with friends around. They are all very supportive of me whenever I'm upset. I love them. Not forgetting the one who spent his 5 months going 6 with me. I'm more fortunate to have him. I'll most probably be meeting him later for dinner. I'm rather full but still thinking whether I should have dinner a not. I'm quite sleepy now because Wen Wei is sleeping, leaning against the wall. It's influential. >.<

I've uploaded pictures of my class and play trips I've went to so far. Please take a look at them. I haven't got the chance to upload the neoprints I took so far. I'll get it uploaded real soon. Stay tuned! The folder is NAFA if you wanna look at the pictures.

Janet
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Monday, July 25, 2005

It's been a week since I last blogged and so many things happened. I'll tell to recall and blog it one by one.

Last monday was a short day. Ended lessons at 5 and got home around 7 because I went to get my small "notebook". Tuesday and Wednesday? Can't remember. Went ot Ebi's play on Thursday at The Arts House @ Old Parliament. The play was called "The Real Inspector Hound". It was rather difficult to understand but what I heard about it was a twilight zone thingy. Friday night went to the Chinese play called "Ma Lan Hua" at Victoria Theatre. It was kinda stupid but can't blame it, the play was for the kids. About a magical flower. >.< Saturday morning I met my precious at 8 plus. Met him on bus 88. Then went back home. Slack at his place the whole day til the evening when we went to Kelvin's Grandma "shen tan". You know about those buddhist where they are recently having lots of tents at big areas or under blocks? Looked alike funeral but it's not. It's the celebration of Guan Yin Dan. Guan Yin Niang Niang's second birthday. Yup. So we went there chatted with Kelvin for awhile then we went 401 to meet uncle. I left at 10 and asked mama to fetch me back. I've been having all this weird mind disturbs, ever since Wen Wei told me he saw a ghost little boy just at the lobby where we all were sleeping at. I was left alone there sleeping but I don't know it was there till we left that place and they told. I was damn freaked out. Ever since then I was afraid into encountering any of them when I'm going home because where I'm leaving is veri deserted and a hill is just behind my house. There'a one time when I went back with my darling and we scented Frangipani. The malays said if you smell frangipani means that thing is close to you. The stronger it gets, the closer it is. Freaked me out when I recalled and said I smelled it when I was with my darling that time. I have not been going home alone for the past 3 days. Sunday went to meet darling at 10 plus at his place and slack till about 1 plus 2 then we meet uncle to go sanitising for the mattress but the customers aren't at home so we went to Rui Guo's house to gamble and play Tai Dee. I didn't gamble of course. Just substitute Hong Yao for awhile. Keke. Went back home about 8 plus and darling prepared to go back. He made something for me on saturday night. He made a styrofoam jigsaw for me and it was so pretty. I was so touched I cried.

I'm gonna have my lunch now. Tomorrow I'll be going Zouk! They have this "Poetry Slam" thingy and Cheryl will be dancing Salsa there. O0o! Went there to support her actually, not for the poetry thingy. LOL. Right. Lunch! Here I come!

Janet
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Monday, July 18, 2005

Mondays are the best. I can wake up late and only go to school at 2.30! My lesson starts at 3pm all the way to 5pm and after that that's it! That's for the day. Keke! Went to Heeren yesterday with Wen Wei and Alicia and we took lots of photos. It was alright. Wasn't really what I expected, because we don't know how to use the machine and I'm wearing so inappropriately. LOL.

I want to go KBox! We may be considering to go this wednesday. =D Thursday night we're going to watch Ebi's play. Hmmm, I wanna get a laptop. Any one got lobang for a first hand and cheap IBM notebook? My budget is perhaps $2000. Tag me if you guys know. I'm going to start on my project. Anything on Witchcraft. =D Gonna do a presentation on it. Keke.

Janet
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Saturday, July 16, 2005

I lost the previous entry I just wrote. I have not finish typing them and it's all gone. I wrote hell lots of it. Sick of writing it again. It's hard man! I'm just gonna summarize and I'm not going to go into details. Sobx. I already have2 or 3 upcoming projects/presentations and I'm going to be dead busy. That's why I haven't been blogging and going online recently. /by the time I reach home, I'll bathe and chat with my darling after that. After the conversation , I'll be in bed. That's how I pass my every day. Now I'm at darling's house blogging. I wonder if anyone still read my blog because I can hardly update them anymore, I don't see any tags. the corner of my lip is so itchy and it's swollen now. Shit. Don't wanna update already. I u0pdate it just now and now I lost it. What the heck. >.<

Janet
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Sunday, July 10, 2005

Yeah! School's starting tomorrow! I'll have to get use to waking up early. The projects doesn't really worry me that much. I'm just worried that I don't have time for my baby. Throughout the whole 3 years, I have to do 4 major projects with known companies and 20 different positions. I'm more interested in acting, make up and hair styling. Well, girls. I'll have to be in school at 7.30am and the first lesson is Body & movement. Stretching! Oh no. It's been a long time since I stretched. Darling's feeling a bit moody now. He's going in camp soon and argh. I don't know how's life gonna be like in school. But I hope it's fun and I hope I still have time for my baby.

We bought couple's tee yesterday from Instant Karma. Really nice brown tee shirt. I love it.

RAV club is pretty enjoyable for R&B lovers because the songs they play are mostly R&B songs. It was really fun dancing with the group of crazy friends. Lucky I left early when one of the orientation started a fight with the bouncer. >.<

I don't know what else to blog. I just thought I ought to blog something in here. Right. Hope tomorrow would be smooth sailing. Darling, I miss you and I love you! Muackz!

Janet
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Thursday, July 07, 2005

Today's orientation day and it was really tiring. Energy draining. There were a lot of China students. I was there late because there was a big jam along braddell road. Today only the SFS (School of Fashion Design) and my school, SPA (School of Performing Arts) were present. Guess who I saw?! Ruth the finalist from Project Superstar is in SFS, Year 1 student just like me! If you are wondering who the hell is she, she's the one who looks a bit like Olinda. Right, I reached there about 9.10am and registered at the counter. Gathered around with the familiar classmates from my audition group and we went to the waiting area outside BlackBox. Sat around and we had briefings and did introductions. We're then divided into groups and we're asked to do a skit of 5 mins and we're oni given 5 mins to think of the scene! But by exact, we're given about 15 mins. We're too noisy and they had to pause in between, especially my group. Wen Wei thought of doing a scene one at a time. So we had 3 scenes acting one at a time. Our skit was more like "My Sassy Girlfriend", and I thought of this skit. =D Let me mention this very important girl in my group. She's fabulously beautiful and cute. She's petite and short. She had Jang Nara's face! Like a complete photocopy! She's from China and I mind you, she doesn't look like a China girl at all. She's the same age as me but she's older than me by less than a month or so. She's born in March. I took a picture with her. I'll show you guys later.

Back to my skit, I"m gonna talk about the characters. Andy played the boyfriend, Titi (Jang Nara look alike) played the sassy girlfriend. Ebi and a group of girls played the girlfriend's best friends. While Wen Wei and I played the parents. I have a sassy daughter so the audience would perhaps expect a sassy mama as well. LOL. The start. Girlfriend and boyfriend walked into the scene. P.S lines were thought on the spot. We're not given any specific lines to memorise. Creative thinking! The girlfriend wants to buy clothes but the boyfriend don't want. The girlfriend slaps him by the arm and it's not soft, it's real slap. and it's loud. She complains and the boyfriends shouts back at her and she slaps him again. The boyfriend changed his voice and told her in a soft voice and said give me some face man, we're in public and he ah-hem! Don't want means don't want! Darn! It's funny. You have to see the expressions on their face then you'll know how funny it is. The girlfriend got so angry and walked off. End of Scene 1. Scene 2, Best friends of sassy girlfriend complains of the time spent with boyfriend instead of them. Had made arrangements to meet up to shop but instead went out with boyfriends, all of them got pissed. Talked something about the hospital thing but that got out of point. the dicussed about her and walked off deciding to do their own shopping. End of scene 2. Scene 3, that's Wen Wei and my scene. Wen Wei as my timid husband and me as the sassy wife. He walked from the back and came out crying, "Lao po da ren! I've done the dishes" All the lines were in mandarin.

Me, "Hmmm, good. Come come. I've got something to tell you. Take a seat next to me."
W.W, "Oh no no, don't treat me so good, I'm not used to it. I'll stand, just talk about it. What is it you wanna tell me?"
Husband massaging for wife on the shoulders.
Me, "Aiya, it's about our daughter. She's getting from bad to worse! She spends money like water and look at her dressing! So skimpy! Here show a bit, there show a bit. Haiz.. Headache."
W.W, "She used to be like that what."
Me, "But it's getting worse!"
W.W, "Oh ya lao po da ren (wife), the future in-laws called and told us about his son. Our daughter beat him until he had to go to the hospital and she expects us to pay for the bill."
Me, "Are you sure?! Our daughter may be sassy but not to the extent that she sends him all the way to the hospital right?!"
W.W spoke softly, "She inherited all this from you, the hospital bills I used to got, I have not claimed from you yet..."
Me shouted, "What did you say?!"
W.W said timidly, "Haha.... Nothing nothing. I'll do the fruits. Haha...."
Off he runs to the kitchen, and that's it. End of story. Fabulous eh? LOL. The couples did a very good job and thanks to Wen Wei, he lead on and gave me more things to talk about. Really proud of all of them.

We're the first group to do our skit because we're the most disobedient group of all, because we're the noisest and we refuses to listen to the leaders when they're talking. LOL. The other 3 groups did their skit and after that was lunch. After lunch we went for briefing and did a little hang around and went for another briefing. The whole thing was suppose to end at 5pm and yes it did. But Dr. Yu wanted to see us to explain to us about the time table. Right, I thought it would take about half an hour but he took 2 hours! He gave us other papers and went through one by one the academic modules we'll be going through. His briefing became lecture and he speaked really like an auntie. So slow, so monotone. He still have his china accent and it's rather hard to understand him. 6.50pm we left the building and I went home. Got on the bus and paid cash, my EZ link was in negative amount. Was so tired I wanted to head straight home but I can't, I got to top up the card if not I'll not have the chance to do it tomorrow nor tonight. So had dinner and here I am blogging here talking about what happen.

There's a Freshmen RAV Disco Party tomorrow evening and I really felt like going but I'm running outta cash, I don't bear to spend them and darling's coming out tomorrow. So I'll rather spend time with him. I'll party some other time. I still have to go back school tomorrow, they are putting us into groups and I don't know how long is it going to last again. I'm so tired.

I miss darling. I didn't get to talk to him much today. Morning smses, afternoon smses about 3 to 4 and until 6 then I get to sms him again. But after a while he went back to sleep. Had my dinner and bathed, called him about 9 plus, he woke up but his batt was running low and he got to hang up. Only less than 10 minutes. Sobx.

Suddenly I thought about yesterday night when I went to meet my darling. We went to the hill opposite AMK MRT station and we went to the playground we sat there and chat. Was lying in his arms chatting for an hour plus and suddenly got one time when I was staring at the board in front of me, there was a shadow the flashed past our shadows. That shadow was lighter then ours and there wasn't anybody there. That totally freaked me out! I was scared stiff I can't speak. Just pressed on to my MP3 player ear plugs. And left that place after that. I'll no longer go there. So eerie!!!


The Jang Nara I was talking about, she doesn't look like her in here but in real person she is!


Pei Shan and Me!


Took this secretly in the toilet!


After Dr.Yu's briefing and my make up all faded. Shuks, I look like some small eyes buck tooth creature here. LOL.

Janet
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Monday, July 04, 2005

I bought a cross stitch. Hmm, also can't say I bought it because I didn't buy it. He used his money to buy it but I'm making it for him. In a sense, he contribute the money and I contribute the time and effort to make the cross stitch. It's a pooh bear and tigger. I saw it and I was like, yeah, this suits us. He likes pooh while I like tigger. =)

I had a very bad stomach ache today afternoon, I can't stand straight and I had to lie in bed the whole afternoon. I missed him so much. I wished I could hold his hands.

I'm feeling a bit hurt. I don't know how to describe. Just like how he is feeling. After today I believe I'll be ok and forget everything.

I found 2 really beautiful songs, Angels brought me here by Guy Sebastian and Ye Zi by A Sang.

That's all for today. I was lying in bed the whole afternoon. There's hardly anything I can blog about. I'm chatting in MSN now and I'm gonna do the stitch later.

Janet
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I have a very interesting and lovely darling. I'm not bragging. I'm just sharing the stories. =) We met on friday night and went to catch Initial D with Zhuan Jie Jie. We caught the midnight show at 12.20am. Damn it was so good. I love Edison and Jay. Hell cool! Love 'em. Zhuan Jie Jie put on those extremely horrifying contact lenses, which attracted a lot of people's attention. Similar to a Dracula? Red/orange lenses and it's not blended natural lenses. It's pure red/orange like those they used in movies or shows for those werewolves or whatever and just a black dot in the middle. I can't take a picture of it with my phone, it was too close and I can't focus it. The show ended at 2.30am and we went home. Zhuan and darling went home together. I never expected darling to plan a surprise for me and I thought he was going to sleep once he bathed and reach home. He stayed up till 4 plus and then went to sleep. His plan was to stay up late and wake up late the next afternoon. He wanted me to reach there early so he could see me once he wakes up. This isn't the interesting part I was referring to, neither is the surprise. The surprise was the lunch. He got up and washed up and said he'll cook lunch for me! He said he planned to cook lunch for me that's why he stayed up late. So sweeeeet! It wasn't a very sumptuous lunch but it's the thought that counts and yes, I'm fortunate. That's the first surprise. He planned two. Second surprise was asking me whether I'll wanna go Far East. Normally he wouldn't go there aimlessly and now he's asking me whether I'm interested to go. Felt weird and asked why, he said he's just afraid I'll be bored at home. Sounds really fishy already. In the end he told me he wanted to go Far East because he wanted to buy couple's tees! (Qing Lu Zhuang) Wahaha! I'm so thrilled and amazed. I never thought a guy like him would think of such things. I thought guys like him would find it so sissy. LOL. So we went to Heeren to check out those shirts. Found 2 shops and we're gonna go some time, perhaps next week. After shopping he stayed over at my place and we woke up at 12pm today afternoon. He complained of hunger so he cooked corn. He's a vegetarian if you guys would be wondering why corns for breakfast cum lunch. Yes, we went out around 2.30pm and we headed for J8. We took pictures! I'm gonna scanned it and upload it in my computer asap! It's the second time we took neoprints. I lost the first one at Marina South when I lost my whole handbag. I look so much fatter, I'm complaining I know! I hate exercising I know! I'll rather do sports then do exercises at home. Taking and decorating took us about an hour or so. The machine went out of the paper too so we just got to wait for them to insert more rolls in the machine. Went to get his stationeries for his army needs and went back to his place at about 5 plus. Had dinner at his place and his mother is a really great cook. Took a bus back home at about 9.15pm. We took the same bus just that he alighted earlier. So here I am blogging now. I miss him so much, he's fast asleep.

I'm starting school really soon and I have a orientation on this coming Thursday. School's starting on 11 July and I'll be an official NAFA student. =D I'm anticipating for school to start because it's a very good time for me to slim down. LOL. I miss Noreen, Wen Quan, Jin Shun and the whole bunch of crazy people.

Noreen: I still have not receive a call from you. I wanna go shopping with you, I want a kopi break with you!
Shun Hui: I want a gathering with you guys soon. Gimme a call. Arrange a time and I'll be there.
Jin Shun: I miss Kboxing with you!!! When's the next session?!
Wen Quan: I want to go Sentosa! When is it?!
Ruth: I want to go Sentosa with you too! When can I get to play badminton with you again? Running's your passion now, don't forget me, your badminton partner!

It's rather lame here because I know all these people I've mentioned wouldn't look at my blog. But whatever the case is, I still miss them. If they happen to see it then good. I have not forgotten them.

Janet
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Friday, July 01, 2005

I just finished watching the results of the Project Superstar and I really feel it's a very unfair way of choosing an idol for Singapore. Although I didn't watch the show but I believe whatever scores the judges gave to the contestants is based on their experiences and what a superstar ought to possess. Instead, the media had proven a point which they entirely overlooked - the professionalism in a superstar. The most important criteria in the competition is SUPPOSED to be their voices, not the audiences' SMSes! For example, William who got the highest scores from the judges but because he may not have as much friends or supporters from the other contestants, he got knocked out. Is that suppose to be the way how a competition should be held? It's supposed to be based on what he or she possesses, the skills, the voice and not on some unfair SMSes. Who knows the other contestants have one or two richer friends who would dump thousands of dollars on them just because the contestant is his buddy and he has got the money? But if it comes to the fact, the judges don't think he could make it good in the show biz, would that help? Then what for hold such a competition? That defeats the whole purpose isn't it? Though Singtel/M1/Starhub may gain from this competition, but they shouldn't have made the competition to be based on SMSes. The contestants need skills, not SMSes to push them up to show biz. If that's the case then perhaps Li Jun would have won, since she's familiar to everyone as she acted on some mandarin serial. There's no need for this idiotic competition. She's popular, she'll definitely have lots of supporters. I don't like how the way this competition is held. Defeated the whole purpose. Be as popular as Stefanie Sun? She deserves what she's achieving now. Not like all these competitions. She made a fame out of herself without these competitions. That proves her professionalism and not through SMSes.

Janet
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