Friday, October 28, 2005

I hate my school for one thing is that they are very very inorganise! Leaving everything to the last minute. Exams and presentation are coming the next 2 weeks and we receive no time table for it. We're only told verbally and we don't have a proper time table. This is not the first time.

Supposedly my baby's having his off and we have the entire week for each other. Suddenly this production thing took up my entire week and I mean everyday!
This week & next week
Sunday I have rehearsal from 3pm to 10pm. Monday 11am to 2pm acting class. Tuesday 1pm to 6pm rehearsal. Wednesday 9am to 11am introduction to stage exam review class followed by rehearsal from 2pm to 11pm. Thursday rehearsal 9am to 10pm. Friday 9am to 11am singapore stage 1 exam followed by rehearsal from 9am to 10pm. Saturday analysis and appreciation exam from 12pm to 1.30pm followed by rehearsal from 3pm to 10pm. Sunday rehearsal from 4.30 to 10pm.

The week after next
Monday, mandarin diction assessment and acting assessment at 7pm. Tuesday, 12pm to 2pm claire's rehearsal for speech and text followed by 2.30pm to 4.30pm introduction to stage exam and mandarin diction presentation (open to public) at 7pm. Wednesday voice and singing assessment at 6pm.

Pack isn't it? I'm so gonna die. Haiz. I miss my darling. People can concentrate on their revision and yet I'm doing this bullshit thing. Maybe worse come to worse, I'll just have to bring my revision there. The rehearsal I kept mentioning about is the Flamenco Dance Drama performed by our Year 2 Theatre students, it's a spanish dance. I'm the make-up assistant which I think I'm responsible for taking, keeping and maintaining the cosmetics? I don't know man, I'm just guessing. I wasn't even informed of my own responsibility.

Tomorrow (29 Oct) my school will be organising a Halloween Party at Fort Canning. Those interested in going can tell me. I'm allowed to bring friends in. =) Anytime from 7pm to 11pm.

I'm feeling so stressed up over so many things. I need to breathe but what I heard I'll be even busier in my year 2 and 3. What to do? It's my interest but I just hate the long hours. Not that I can't commmit but I have too many things to commit. That's why I can't breathe. Haiz. I wanna make it big but I need sacrifices which I can't bear to let go either of it. Step by step. I have to.

Janet
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

I lost my thumbdrive. I was practicing my script and I think I left it at the blackbox stairs. Haiz. I hate losing things but I don't know why, I just keep losing my stuff. I just hope there is a siren to everything I bring and if I forget to take it back it will ring. But obviously that will never never ever happen. Anybody knows where to get a thumbdrive cheaper than $42? I need a size of 256MB. Or even 512MB but for a reasonable price that is. The brand must be IMATION though. Haiz! I don't dare to tell my mother about this. She dig her savings to buy for me and I need it very much. I don't have a laptop so a thumbdrive means a lot to me. HELP ME!!! URGENT!

Janet
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Saturday, October 22, 2005

Time sure flies and now it's one more week to the start of November. Which also means one more week to my exams! First year in there, I don't how the theory examinations would be. I hate failing too. But my theory modules sucks. I hate theory. I was never a "theory" kinda person.

Today after so many months is the first saturday I'm staying home, my baby's in camp. Just nice I could stay at home and do my work. Visiting both my grandparents these 2 weeks. He wouldn't booking out, my poor baby. But, tomorrow he may be able to come out. I don't know. I hope he comes out in the afternoon, so I can find him. If it's in the evening, it's gonna be hard, because I'll be in my grandma house. I'm amazed my relatives they miss me. That goes to show how long I have not visited them.

My classmates definitely saw my short hair. The chinese students call me "xiao wan zi"! You know the little cartoon girl with her red band over her head and her face is round and if I'm not wrong she's short. >.< They say I look like her! =( My darling say I look cute too, but I'm still not convinced. I'm so waiting for this hair to grow into something more feminine and not cute. I vowed I'm not going to take photos till my hair grows long. Sobs.

Well, my class is falling into bits and pieces and there are shit people. Well, there's one I definitely agree so much or maybe becasue the whole problem was sparked off by me and that others see his true self and start to hate him too. I won't say what a kind of person he is but yeah, everyone knows he's an ass.

Finally all the big projects are over.Chocolates, Macbeth, The Substation and Shakuntala is over. Now comes the little one, the prompt book. I now see the correct people I can work with. During November holidays I may be working in a big production by SRT. I hope I won't be that busy and that I still can see my pretty baby. I'm very afraid time would not allow us to meet. Though I know work comes first. Sob. Tough decision. I always meet this type of problems. My head is getting heavier and heavier although my head still looks so small.

Next saturday my school is having this Halloween party in Fort canning. I feel like going but I don't have the costumes. I wanna be BloodAngel! Wakaka! Anybody got such costumes to lend? Keke. It's a bit waste of money to buy the clothes right when you only get to wear it once a year. Bleahx. =P

Yeks! Lunch is here. Yitadakimas! =)

Janet
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Saturday, October 15, 2005

I'm thinking of deleting this blog, even though I've develop feelings for this lovely blog with lots of past memories. I don't have time to blog. Not llike when I was in Secondary school. Even it's the exams, I'll still blog no matter what. But now, it just seems like there is so many things happening, I can't blog all. Not that I'm lazy but if I could remember what could really happen I would. The thing is that I've discovered I'm not a blogger who blogs about some realistic stuff, I'm a blogger who blogs about mondays stuff. Isn't it boring? This is like a diary yes, when I flip back to the archives, it just brings back so many memories. Some stupid, some sad and some happy ones.

Yesterday was the worse day I've ever had. I never felt like this before. I didn't want to blow but my emotions carried me away.

I've cut my bloody hair AGAIN. It's ugly. After cutting this hair, my confidence went down by a 50%. This hairstyle just makes me feel like I can't be bothered with my appearance.

No mood to blog anymore.

Janet
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Sunday, October 02, 2005

Having to go back to school on a sunday is a complete waste of time, but what to do? For my internal attachment of 50 positions. I've yet to complete one. I have to finish 50 different positions in the 3 years.

Finally my last project, Shakuntala. The week after next will be the presentation. I'm quite sick of the school actually. Just getting more boring as everyday passes. Acting class just seems weird. With WW not around, I have to do translation which is a headache for me because when was the last time I've dealt with my chinese. I don't even know how to translate the most simplest word. And yet with WW around, I feel uneasy. Just used to the environment without him around.

Ivan came back with a shocking new appearance. He had dangling ear rings, he put on foundation and wore tight jacket. Can't help looking at him, just feel really weird, though I pity him for what happened that made him like this.

Why am I getting heavier day by day?

Darling is still stuck in camp. He was suppose to be out at 8am but the other 2 bastards didn't report for duty. Fark them. Waste our time. My poor baby. I miss you.

Went to Gary's chalet yesterday and the place give me really sweet memories. The place reminds me of the first time I went to darling's birthday chalet. The place we shared our first kiss. Keke! *blush*

Gary was drunk. Looks like she's in a bad shape, regurgitated her food and beer and after that she's alright. Left the place about 10.30pm and reach home about 11.30pm. Long journey, so I slept on the bus, as usual. LOL. Bus 58 is pathetic. I can even count the number of passengers that went up the bus. It's freaking few people though it's only 10 plus? Looks like 58 weren't known to many people as yet. I don't see the difference of taking 58 or 88 to Pasir Ris. It's still about an hour. >.<

I'm still waiting for your call baby. Make me leave my home!

Janet
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