Friday, December 30, 2005

I love crabs! Finally for so long I get to have seafood, especially crabs. Partly it's expensive, not a lot of my friends or family members at home eat and because it's not easy to prepare. Was on the way to Tampines yesterday when I saw a banner at the side of the road stating Crabs bla bla. So I just had the craving for crabs the whole day. Told Joanne about it when I met her at night and we agreed to have crabs today for lunch.

Today morning I woke up early at about 9.45. Prepared myself and met Joanne and Shun Hui to go NTUC to get crabs and other ingredients. Went back to my house and cooked. I prepared most of the food becuase there's only one chopping board. Nothing much they can help much so I thought I'll just handle it on my own. After lunch we went to Chinatown to get our clothes. I bought a pair of jeans, and Joanne bought exactly the same tube top as I got. Same colour too. Shun Hui wanted to get almost the same top as ours but hers is a dress. Pretty too but she didn't get it. Shopped and ate a lot at the same time. A lot a lot. We had lunch at home, on the way to MRT station we got ice creams, went to chinatown market, they got tang yuan and I got mango Ice Kachang. After that they got fishballs while I got curry fishballs with pig skin and turnip. Went to MacDonald's to get a seat but it's rather rude to sit there without having to order any food from Mac so Shun Hui went to redeem Nuggets. 3 of us had 3 nuggets. That is a lot of food. Went back to bishan and I went to J8 to get my heels but couldn't get it. So I guess I have to wait. >.<

Meeting my baby tomorrow. Come to think about it. I suddenly remember I just wanna thank everyone who is always there for me. Especially Joanne, Noreen, Nick and Shun Hui. They are the ones who are always there for me when I'm in need. When I need people to accompany, when I'm down, when I'm lonely. I love you guys. Thanks alot alot. =)

Janet
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Christmas is over and now 2006 is here. I've gotten my New Year Clothes yesterday. It's a cute tube top. =) My second tube I've bought. The first tube I wore was when I was secondary 1, when I still had that nice petite figure. The first tube now belonged to one of my little baskets in the balcony; my rags. LOL. Now I guess I just need a pair of jeans to match it up, that's all for this year's new year. I'll definitely take a full body shot of myself like every year when I'm wearing that new year's clothes. =)

Spent my first Christmas with my darling. We went to town which we didn't really wanted to go but it was a last minute decision when our friends asked us down. But amazingly, when we got there, we met none of them. Some couldn't be contacted while some went back. >.< So we just stayed and watched the crowd opposite Cineleisure. Heard there was fighting and stuff like that. In chinese, Christmas Eve is "Ping An Ye" but looks like that night ain't so ping an afterall. Ping An means peaceful. So yeps, as I thought. Last year, ang mohs, big groups of friends and bangladesh people were the main victims, so was this year. Luckily darling and I caught the last train back to Bishan. We're sprayed once by some China guy and we definitely ain't very happy. He's crazy, going around spraying some other people who's weaponless. What a coward. When we went back, we took the back lanes. Walked to orchard MRT station. Though it's a big round, at least it's safer.

Alright! That's all updates for now. I'm going to bathe. Meeting my darling later. BYE!

Janet
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Thursday, December 22, 2005

Yeah! Finally I'm done with Psychosis. Now it's free time. I've got several things going on my mind. Should I organise a Sentosa Trip for NAFA students? Should I organise a gathering for my Primary School Friends because it's been going on for 2 years that every New Year they would stay over at my place and celebrate the New Year? Should I should I? If so, I think time would be lesser for me and my darling. >.< I'm so confused.

My stitching is half done. Pooh is out. Gonna do Tigger. I bought a pair of Pooh Boxers for my darling. It's so cute. He loves purple and Pooh. Just nice it's purple and it's Pooh and it's SILK! Super comfortable! =)

Lots to do during the next one week. Spend lots of time with my darling. I wanna go MINISTRY OF SOUND! Only when I'm 18. I'll wait. 2 April is gonna be there for me fast. WAKAKA!

Suddenly my mind goes blank. I ain't thinking. I don't know what else to blog. Guess it's my stomach calling me. I just woke up about 12.15 and now it's 1.27 and I haven't eat anything yet. MAGGI MEE! HERE I COME!





























Janet
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Saturday, December 10, 2005

Goodbye My Lover - James Blunt

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Janet
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I deleted my grandpa's entry because my darling said it's disrespect and I still don't know the reason why. So I don't wanna create trouble between me and him, I chose to delete it.

It's been a week. I still feel that certain loss. Whenever I think about him, I just feel like crying. Slept at about 11 yesterday and recoup my sleep. Just wake up around 11 am just now and now I'm eating peanut porridge which didn't taste really good. I'm still thinking whether I should delete this blog because it has caused me several problems. I'll still keep the blog to view it myself. I'll perhaps just changed the url so no one knows it and of course I'm not going to tell. This blog I write about is suppose to let myself view what I have written when I view this months or years back. Perhaps people who wants to know how I have been doing recently can read too. This blog has also left me with so many memories. From days I've been in school till now I'm still in school but in NAFA. My many memories from how my past relationships failed, what I've done with them and where I went. I came to notice how boring this blog can be if I do this every now and then, but it's also to let myself think back of the times. Or maybe perhaps not. Now I'm sitting here. I'm thinking deleting this blog means I erased my past, I don't wanna look back. But keeping this blog, I can look back at what I've done. This blog brought me and my darling together. This blog is significant. What should I do...

Going to temple later, I don't know which one. After that maybe I'll have to buy some clothes. I can't be wearing bright clothes this 100 days. At night would be going to Bishan Park to blade. I don't know where my parents are now. Brother's sleeping while I'm alone awake. Darling went out. I don't know what time I can see him. Sometimes I wished it's as soon as possible, sometimes I just wished I don't. Been feeling very irritating recently. Maybe I'm pmsing. Maybe I don't get enough rest. Maybe I've changed? Shit stuff do happen. I'm still grateful darling, Kelvin, Hong Yao and Wei Hao came to the funeral. Maybe Wei Hao is just tagging, well, most probably is. But still thankful.

I don't feel much like eating. The porrisge is weird. How come it tasted sour? My taste bud went wrong? The first mouth still tasted ok. I'm losing my appetite anyway.

Janet
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Saturday, December 03, 2005

I woke up today at about 11 plus and when I woke up the strange thing that was in my head was my library book. I started to think what's today's date, 3 Dec. OH SHIT! MY LIBRARY BOOK! Due date was yesterday! Smsed Joanne immediately, she's going to bugis today and yes, if she's still in the area she could return the book for me. Jumped up my bed after some time when she didn't reply to my message. Called Shun Hui and asked if she's gonna pass by my area. Nope. Joanne finally replied and lucky she's in the area. Met her at about 12 and passed her the book. Went to our lunch too. It's been long since I last went down to buy my own breakfast cum lunch. Got them and came abck at about 12.30.

Was watching E! Entertainment Television when I was having my lunch and they were showing True Hollywood Story of Cameron Diaz. She was a model when age 16, she was spotted in a club when she lied about her age. She looked really sexy and phew, I loved her pictures. She saw a script on her manager's table and she enquired about it, they got her into an audition and voila! The Mask was her first role! She wanted to be cast as a small character but the director saw her and knew for sure SHE was the ONE and got her to be Tina in "The Mask", together with Jim Carey. Her first film, her first big role. She was only 17 or 18 I presume. Go and search for that video again and check out that beautiful body. She's got the juicest lips I've ever saw, next of course is Angelina Jolie. She just the the sunshine energy that I loved about her. I ADMIRE CAMERON DIAZ! She kick butt! Muackz!

Janet
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