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Friday, March 30, 2007

Darling's celebrating my birthday with me on Sunday. After some talking with him, guess I have to think of some places to go. If not, I'll end up staying at home and not doing anything. I don't have any good ideas though, Singapore is small. I thought of Wild Wild Wet but he can't because he's got an injured kneecap. Duh... Any suggestions? I've got the whole of sunday to spend with him alone. Hehe. Hope I don't say anything wrong again n end up fighting. >.< Guess I'll go check up the road directories now for some nice places.

Janet
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Thursday, March 29, 2007

NEW SKIN NEW SKIN! I love chocolates. I'm a chocoholic. MUACK to CHOCOLATE!

What a day. Lots of things to blog actually but I'm lazy to get into details. Just some brief stuff. I stayed over at Siti's place during Monday and Tuesday. Today I had rehearsals and Elizabeth was sick and can't make it. So we went to the costume shop to look out for our black dress and black gloves. So after we're done with the costumes, Serene suggest we go get some "Sheesha". It's this arabian (I think) smoking thing that have flavours and each of us has a mouthpiece and the pipe is passed around. Well, I don't smoke. I'm clueless about smoking so it's my virgin puff. Inhale for the first time and I could feel the smoke gushing through my throat and into my lungs. Puff it out my mouth and it's smoke everywhere. I smoked. Jeng jeng jeng! Gloria said I look as if I didn't inhale, so this time I inhale it harder and longer and guess what? Yep. I coughed. Haha. Virgin I've said.

4 more days to my birthday. I wonder what darling has installed for me on sunday. Where he's bringing me to? Noreen and I are going to watch Stomp the Yard on my birthday, which is on the monday. Darling's bringing me to watch Mr Bean's Holiday tomorrow. Hopefully he has no last minute stuff again. *Pray hard* It reallt spoils the mood but what can I say? He always says if we wanna have a good life ahead, we have endure now. *GO JANET GOH JANET* Haha.

I have this sudden urge to say to my peeps (in nafa and pri sec sch mates). I love you all. Maybe sometimes we do have our own small little conflicts, you guys still rocks my day. I love hanging out with you guys and I wouldn't be who I am without you all. =) Loves.

Janet
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Friday, March 23, 2007

4 months of holidays! How cool is that! I've got Dean's Short and Sweet to concentrate on, and perhaps I'll get a job for these 4 months so I can survive and pamper myself sometime. Do good to those people who loves me and treats me well. =) DAMN. I saw this really really really cute purple top at topshop today and it's only a friggin 29 bucks! I didn't dare to buy it because I really got no money and I got to spend a sum on Kelvin's birthday present. And yes, it's not small. I thought I was sharing with darling but he got to pay the steamboat tomorrow and he didn't tell me he wasn't keen on buying it and I bought it anyway. Guess I'll have to really really save recently, and work. I didn't know I'll spend so much today. Oh well, I better get a job fast to earn my spendings back. Any job vacancies? I NEED A BLOODY GOOD PAY!

Janet
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Monday, March 19, 2007

Was browsing through my friendster pictures then I realised.... I LOOK AS IF I STILL HAD MY BLACK HAIR! I DYED it magenta before the new year, now it's partially brown and red under sunlight. WITHOUT the SUNLIGHT, it just looks black. >.< How sneaky eh.

I want to work after this week, but I'm afraid rehearsals for 10,000 cigarettes will clash with my work. How?! I REALLY NEED MONEY! Performance for 10,000 cigarettes will be around mid april if I'm not wrong. Should I work? Or should I wait until the performance is done? Work now, I earn more. Work later, I earn lesser. Please bear the fact that I need the MONEY!!!! 老天啊！救我啊！

Janet
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Sunday, March 18, 2007

WHOO! A day of mahjong! It was good. I learnt some new stuff and earned chips, because we ain't playing with money. Haha. I woke up around 7.45am, because I heard vibrations, my baby sms me that he's working. It's been such a long time since I wake up to his sms vibrations. When he was still in army, he would get up around 5 and he would send me a morning message. I would still be sleeping of course but somehow I'm allergic to the vibrations of my phone and I would be wide awake to receive his sms and reply. Hehe. Those sweet days... Right, I officially got up at 12 when I received a call from my lecturer, Dean. He rang me up and asked if I could go down to school tomorrow for a read through for Short and Sweet Festival Singapore. So I got to pretend I'm wide awake when I'm not. Melvin called at the other line and asked me to go mahjong today! WOOOO! Wanted to stay home and finish up my colouring for Hella, but hehe. Mahjong's more interesting than colouring.

Another surprising and yet exciting thing happened. I was at baby's house on Friday and Dean called up asked me whether I wanted to be in his play. And I asked if it was for Short and Sweet and he said yes! I'm surprised I could be involved because I thought only actors who went for the auditions can be acting for the plays but yeah! I got it without going for the audition! Was really happy about it. Short and Sweet Festival Singapore is a competition and the best don't know 6 or something will be performed in ESPLANADE! There's awards too. Eg, best actor, best actress etc. Cool! I love the script that I got but I think I got to smoke for my character. 4 characters involved but we're the voices of this one person. I really don't wanna be addicted to smoking and I hope I can cope with smoking for the character. Sazali had also booked me tentatively for his Short and Sweet play but he hasn't contacted me yet, so if Sazali's taking me then I'll have another script! Lucky each actor participating in S&S can act in 2 scripts. I REALLY WANT THIS WEEK TO END! I WANT TO GET A JOB SO BADLY! I WANT MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!!!

Janet
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Monday, March 12, 2007

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand

So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way

Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
[ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that

Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

[Comes Around interlude:]

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

You cheated girl
My heart bleeds girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey

See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
(What goes around comes back around)

Janet
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I found this web! It's been ages since I last saw this. It's still so cute. English Dictionary

Janet
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Friday, March 09, 2007

Today, or actually officially tomorrow, marks the 2 years in army for my darling. It's been 2 YEARS! Congratulations baby. Now it's the time for you to work hard and earn more money to support the family. I love you.

Had a very "full" day today because IBU(Siti's mother) is such a great cook! But she don't eat what she cook, so we lucky bastards had everything and it's gonna cost us 3 continuous days of exercising! Before we went to her place, I had Fong Seng cos' I was just so dead hungry. Had rice, egg, sotong (squid), and kangkong! Yummy. Head down to her place and we didn't expect any food. She prepared snacks for us. It's CHIPS WITH HOMEMADE SALSA SAUCE! IT'S DAAAA BOMBBBBB!!! And she served us a plate of green seedless grapes and BIG RED JUICY STRAWBERRIES! AHHH!!!! Slurrp slurrp. Went to swim for 2 hours and came up to bathe and watched a short part of Madagascar when dinner starts at 8pm. WE HAD BEEF LASAGNE AND TORTILLAS!!! It's really so amazing she can cook all these kinda food! It's really hard I believe. After that, it's the dessert. She made a, I believe 1 kg chocolate cake for Siti for her birthday! So sweet la. SHE MADE IT HERSELF!!!! So filling.

Tomorrow's another filling day. I have steamboat with my friends over at my place and it's gonna be full again. Anticipating for the fun fair tomorrow night. CAN'T WAIT!

Janet
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE! I FELT EARTHQUAKE!!!! WHOOO!!!! SO COOL! FELT THE SHAKE FOR 2 TIMES! Said there was another earthquake during 2 plus but I didn't felt that. I only felt the one at about 11 plus close to 12. WHOOO!!! Rehearsals were usually good but I forgot one line while performing. Sob. Feeling all over the place, fucked up, screwed up, or maybe earthquakey. Feel dead but I feel the pain. Been a really bad person these few days. I'm becoming really bad.

Sorry Rachel. Sorry darling. I've been a bad girl. Sorry to all the people I've hurt. I hurt myself as well. Quack.

*Must smile, laugh and be more cheerful because my boyfriend likes it. I WILL DO IT FOR HIM! QUACKKKKK!!!!!!!!

Janet
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Friday, March 02, 2007

I came across this very interesting flash site while I was in sgfriends.net.

Curious to know how pregnancy happens? It's very interesting and easy to understand. Won't take very long. CLICK THIS

Janet
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