I KNOW! I KNOW! I'm F-I-N-A-L-L-Y BACK aiight? Heh. Just really tired and lazy to update la. I've got more interesting things to do, like playing the sims 1 (my sims 2 can't load. Not that I wanna play the old version k?!), recently hook to play viwawa.com, escape room games, facebooking and friendstering.

Number 1 reason why I'm updating, it's not because I want to, but I wanna mark this as one of the important events in my life, my milestone.





I guess this tells you all what it is about. I'm performing in it. GIVE YOUR SUPPORT! Especially those who is close to me and not watched any of my shows before, you watch out! Don't think I don't know who you are. YOU! AS YOU ARE READING THIS! Better come ar! XD

Just in case you can't see the details. Here it is.
29 May (Thurs) to 1 June (Sun), 8pm
Studio Theatre, NAFA Campus 3
Tickets: $15 & $12
(Concession for students, NSF and senior citizens)

Get your tickets online. http://www.gatecrash.com.sg/ or call gatecrash hotline 6222 5595. Tickets also available at The Substation Box Office, all Singpost Branches and S.A.M Kiosks.

Now you have no excuse not to see this.

Lots happened within these 2 months while I was drifting away. Lots of bad and little of good.

Good that I'm leaving NAFA soon and 3 years is finally coming to an end. Bad that relationships within the mates ain't that strong even after 3 years. Maybe only 1 or 2 you might still talk to after graduation, the rest may just vanish into thin air. Unbelievably, my boyfriend is still with me throughout the hard times in school. Though he may not be of help much but thinking of then, he was comforting me and asking me to think hard about studying in NAFA, whether it was worth and if that's what I wanna do in the future. I was rather lost in the beginning and now that I'm graduating after 3 years, I still am and he's still here with me. I don't know if theatre is going to be with me at all. I may act but maybe not on stage anymore though I may want to if I have the chance. I have this gut feeling, I might be on tv someday. Not shows but maybe commercials or print ads, due to the help of my dad. I may not want to rely on him that much but on my own achievements, BUT, I have doubts on my own achievements and I afraid to fail. ARGH! This sucks. I may have mentioned, I wanted to go into Early Childhood when I was applying for my polys but not able because of my aggregate. Unknowingly, I've stepped into that tiny circle. I'm teaching and assisting in managing a KUMON centre. I love the kids there, they're adorable, though some really get on your nerves. But that accomplishment after teaching a preschooler, and them loving you and asking for you to teach them again and again is fantastically marvellous! It feels really good to wanted by someone. It's the same kinda love you wanna feel from your partner.



There's this place called Julia Gabriels' and they teach little kids acting by having fun, singing, dancing. I'm interested but afraid I may feel alone in that place. I don't know about working full time in KUMON. I'm not prepared yet, but I don't wanna be left jobless and too free either. I'm not in the right state of mind. Oh blah.



2 events that I enjoyed and loved during these 2 months was with Val and Kaly and the boyfriends. Firstly we went Pasir Ris for picnic, though there were little conflicts, still it was enjoyable. Just recently, we girls went K boxing to sing and drink the night away, then the boyfriends came to join us later. Thanks to one of Val and Kel's friend, we got quite a few boozes on the house. SHHHH! I didn't like a bit of GIN at ALL! Tastes horrible! So stingy and

'siap". Lots of pictures on these 2 events but I'm kinda lazy to post them up. My friendster would have uploaded the pictures, so just check my friendster.



Rehearsals for the show were, still, ARE KILLING me softly and slowly! I'm not feeling what I should feel normally when we start bumping in for a show. For this, things just seems so unpredictable because what you remembered today for your blockings, might just be changed tomorrow again! So what's the point of being so detailed in every move when the director might just change again after today because he simply can't remember what he had done and he would pop this answer, "I don't know how I'm going to do this. OR. You are the actor, you tell me." Right that sometimes we can be a little hard to handle but you ain't making things easy for us either. Oh well. Now that the set and lights are up, things are changing again because new problems had arised. The lights and set made the show look really good, but I'm doubtful about the directions and maybe some acting. We'll see huh. Maybe you guys could tell me more after watching. :)



Guess I should stop now. One reason I don't really like to update my blog is that I would usually take more than an hour to update and it's tiring to think of what to write. Call time 1.30pm. Now it's 1.21am. I'm really tired after the whole day of boring and wet rehearsal today. Good night.



BEN! I WANT MY AWFULLY CHOCOLATE! :) Thanks ar! HEH.

Janet
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